Hmm I hit up transition show which was good and it was moms birthday n stuff.  uhhmm I miss the eek days. we were crazy. so close with each other that we constantly had the best time ever. The close friendship we shared made me realize that friends dont hump, slap, cry, peeeee themselves, have their dog bite one another, fight, talk for hours over the dumbest shit, do naked snow angels, wreck each others quads and laugh about it, dye hair :-0, nair you know wat, constantly sing shit piss fuck cunt cock sucker mother fucker tits fart terd and twat, ride 1 bike to sparkle when we have 2, walk to 711 for orange juice, have a theme song, put up with the drunk ones, eat so much we puke, drive cars when theres a cop is behind us, wrestle till we spit blood (or lose a boob), put scars on each other by rocketing down the steps on our stomachs, take retarded pictures and show everyone, go to hooters and love it, pee in pools, laugh constantly during lunch and be hated for it, ass ram one another who has a chipped tail bone, trip one another and laugh, buy a 3 gallon tub of ice cream with our $ and eat it all, stalk sparkle workers, call each other sluts and butzits, do make-overs for colonial fair, nor do they get away with EVERYTHING

......Best friends do

did*

wow! so lifes been good latley, time to end dwelling in the past and get on with the present. today was awesome. went to school which was kinda lame, supposto go to veterans day parade but Mrs. Schlipp wouldnt let me and even told my mom. MEAN. so school went fast and after it was over i went out to sell chocolate when it started raining on me! booo. haha but i got home in 1 piece. MY CAMERA CAME!!! ITS AMAZING, ate soup (so i didnt have to eat banquet food)  then got glammed up and hit up the football banquet. wasnt hungry so i felt bad wasting my moms money on a ticket. took some pics, al tho i only have a 16 picture memory stick that came with it. me n emma then left the banquet at 730 and got ready for funeral for a friend show. picked up ryan nick and casey and mom shipped us to the mall. we got there around 8 and walked around the mall a bit, i bought these funky earings at legands. split up from the boys and me case n emma went to wet seal and tried on PARTY CLOTHES. hahaa oh jeez. took pics of stuff then we got back together in line after meeting 2 guys from Atreyu. yay they signed ry n nick's boards and we got a pic. we got to go in hollister first because i had rsvp'd us in advance baby! haha omg 2 annnnoing girls went up to ryan and nick and said "hey um will you guys sign my pants and get a picture with us!?!?!?1.. "  haha time to make fun of...!  we got in hollister and it was nuts! funeral for a friend was amazing. they got on and performed so well. the crowd was even rowdy as hell. there was a mosh thing where guys jump around and throw punches and i fuckin got thrown in that and got beat up :(. then some goy pushed me over the amp and i flew, then i got pushed over another amp where i was suspended with my hands on the ground and an amp between my hands n legs. it was really funny tho. i was nervous about ry's splean ;). so the bands goin nuts and i look over to see casey crowd surfing! hahaa it was amazing. so beth turns around and is like "your going up" and bam , i was crowdsurfing in HOLLISTER. i was up for a long time. i took a pic too. haha it was so cool. nick punched multiple guys for pushing him way too much. some guy's total weight (crowdsurfer) fell on me and i collapsed. that hurt soooooooo bad. ahh. but i got up after fixing my glasses and getting over the worst head pain.  beth won a signed surfboard. haha COOL. and we were outa there by 1130. now i  ned to do homework even tho its 12 am. blahhh ima be dead tomora.

3 parties in a row

ellybabe121: FUCK the used.
ellybabe121: FUCKING SELLOUTS.
kelsey la baby: FUCK THEM

yea fuck them, sold out. couldnt go. asses.

but yea today mom dragged the family to see the I-MAX theater production "titanic" deff not worth the combined $30.cried cuz i couldnt see the used and the bled, so i went to jayjay's in a pretty bad mood. some shit went down, but u know what? fuck it! im KELSEY LYNN SCANLON and. yea. im just gona go through life sucking at it cuz i cant seem to get what a truly want. GAH

im jus gona go sit and eat halloween candy !....bliss....!

i want the girl's hair on the left, but if never have the balls to go short., incase u cared. ;)

week summary: bloomfield parade with emma=hell yea.
                         i suck at life and all i try to do
                        hannah made me laugh so hard i chucked
                        tumbling sucks
                        im being a nerd with casey for halloween!
                        goodwill has anything u could ever want
                      hfdgdfg"GETINYOURFRICKINPOSOTIONS"FGLSHFDG 

          *And more! but im making confirmation tomorrow and i need rest. <3

You've got it so great
but haven’t you heard?
bad things come
when acting absurd.
when tears and lies
choke up the throat,
leads to life in udder remote.
fuck it all, it's done and over
ill sit here praying for a 4 leaf clover.
my heart aches in the pain of sight.
Making my own dreams in the dim of night.
123, its very easy to see.
you two were never meant to be.
now for my sake,
will u please,
anything you must do,
to rid this disease.
Blind my eyes until I see the forever darkness
The darkness that promises more than anyone could ever.
The darkness would never leave me,
and best yet, never find someone better.

hey there. how have you been latley. me, just fine. haven't wrote much latley, mostly im going to keep summing things up. this week went real great. feels like time is going by too fast. i used to think it was a good thing, but i dont like it that much. i dont want to keep progressing into the future too quick and it feels that exact thing is happening. but on a lighter note, cheering for the thursday night game was amazing. seriously, if every game could be like that game i would never want to quit. there was a buncha kids there and na kicked north hills ass. i was suposto leave at 8, but mom wanted to stay, as did i. i missed tumbling and joined the 3rd quarter thing. nh cheerleaders cant dance worth shit, but credit to the music. friday was grand. i went with the rents to the game and met up with some friends and chilled with nick ryan and pat pretty much the whole time. that was fun.  then saturday i lost my voice, went to the mall, got some stuff, and met brent on some highway so he could take me to kennywood. thanks again for that. we got to the big k-wood. it was scary as shit! the chainsaw guy made me want to commit suicide. so i split up from the group to visit emma michelle nick ryan and lauren. i ran the whole way there cuz there was monsters walking around everywhere. ahh. something happene or w.e and ryan n nick had to leave earily :(  we rode some rides and did some haunted houses so it still was a good time lauren was on my back and we totally fell backwards on the cement. ahhhahah still funny. i met back up with brent at about 1015 and we did some stuff with his friends which was cool. brent made me almost die.he put me in the back of the line in the haunted house. and told all the monsters my name. paybacks brent paybacks! met back up with christian  and dan and ate potator patch and hey i didnt get sick this time! we left around 12:30 after eating vomit, dirt, earwax (well i liked the earwax), and all these other nasty flavered jelly beans. me christian dan brent summer maddie chiara, and another girl + brents mom had to fit in his van. it was a cram , but we managed me n christian fell asleep. returned home around 130, sunday i had this church thing, worked on erikas present more, and ate pizza. i got sick of pizza after 2 pieces. hm.

kelsey

Auh sweet bliss! this week/end has been more than wonderful. i have been making new friends and i realize i dont need to take things to make me happy. all i need is a little sleep. so school is grand, havnt been with emma in a while. shes got her friends now. but hey nothin will change me n the kah.

on friday i went to the game with han. we layered on so much clothes. i got in the car with my hot pocket and squirted all the insides when i bit it all over me hhahaha. typical! so we got there and i had to put on my gloves so i told hannah to hold my ticket. she does and after 10 seconds the ticket is missing! absoloutly gone. vanished into thin air. so han bought me a new one sice i had no $$ on me<3. we got in and she was freeezing so i took off a layer and being the nice person i am, i gave her one of my layers. we talked with people. and han looked HUGE haahah. we went to the stands and no one would blow of ryan's condom so i had to take charge. i blew it up and it was huge, ry tied it  but it popped!! boooo. han got it stuck in some peoples hair on accident which was ass funny. later on we tied it to the gate thing. the game was getting a tad boring, so nick pat ryan me han casey and pat tracy went to mcdonalds. but. casey bought $20 worth of 50'50 tickets and we waited for them to call it but she lost!! it was heart breaking. we didnt get to mcdonalds in time tho, the guys were pissed at us for makin them waitbut oh well. my mom picked me han n case up and drove through mcdonalds (it was closed) we droped everyone off at home and i fell asleep downstairs till 5:00 thenwent upstairs.

SATURDAY

woke at 12:30 and went to the mall with mam. i searched every freaking store trying to find make birkenstocks that look like fall colored yard strung in a pattern. ahh they had them out all last year but not anymore:'( i was nice to my mom today. im trying so hard so she'll let me get my eyebrow pierced. later on i picked up casey and we went to my crizzib. we drummed a lot and watched the new tv in the back porch yayy. nick called and told me all the lanes were closed so i told everyone to jus come to my place and we can chill here tonihgt. everyne did (ryan pat nick hannah casey me) it was fun. drummed, ate, skated, trampolined.we had war on the tramp. and i got so many wedgies. ryan thought  it would be cool to grab my feet and pull. haha omg i had the craziest face plant/whip lash ever. it hurt but so damn funny. we chilled there for a while and it was so ass cold so we came in and ryan taught me jazz/swing and ska on drums. it was sweet. hannah and casey slept over omg it was fun as hell. we kept spotting casey on back flips and she squeeked hahahhaha. we watched blair witch project which was scaryyy and ate pizza.crashed at about 3:30. woke up and chilled.  hannah left and i kept spotting casey on back flips and we thinkg she broke her toe(s)!! haha ah well im shooting to be in bed by 9. i wana be happy and awake 4 school 2 morrow

cya<3

Aah yes. been a long week. but the wkkened was relieving. friday everyone went to terrors by the lake which was SO GAY. it wasnt even scary! i payed $10 to be scared by 15 year old girls dressed up as hookers? real scary. but i must say, the house itself was decorated and put up very well mad props to benzy. casey brent hannah stevo and i went in together it was so funny. han was so scared and someone was following brent who was last, and brent was so scared hahaha. casey was BRAVE! chainsaw part was SO SCARY tho. prob becasue thats my biggest fear. anyways so after we chilled at n.p for a while a couple of us headed to ryans to chill. it was fun and we watched chainsaw massacre. dun dun dunn.... took a few kids home, and han and i got back to my hosue around midnight so we were pretty beat. we fell asleep on the couches downstairs adn i got up at 8 am and slept in my bed without waking wittle hanners. sat we ate so much and had fun, got ready and went sparkling. we rode bikes there and han's brakes to her (joe's) bike didnt work hahahahaa. she rammed into me once. we bought fries at sparkle then soon realized $2 fell outa my pocket! ahh so han went over to the cash registers and beth gave us a buck. thank you oh so much. we ate fries outside on the curb and what do u know... HANS MOM WAS THERE! yayy so we talked with her a lot and shes so cute. lilah and drew were there too. haha rhymed. after chatting we headed back to my hosue where we goofed off and nick had called, so we went to his house later on. it was really fun. me nick ryan pat and han went. his dog buddy not bloody. we watched detriot rock city. it was such a good movie. im gona rent it again so i can follow it a lil better ;). haha. hans mom came around 1030 and we went back to hans. played drums in the keyboard! how american is that. mom picked us up from hans around 1115 and we slept my my crizzib and watched mean girls. awesome moooovie. we slept in kelly's bed since she wasnt home. woke up to a party. my uncle played duet drums with jor it was so funny. he had the floor tom and crash ride, which joe played what was left ofg the set. they sounded so cool together! me n emma will soon try that. hehehe. well its 11:45 and i gota read 13 pages. fuckk im gettin there friend wise and its GREAT, i love life. although today i liked it a tad too much. dizzyyy

k night yall
*kelsey*

haha jen is amazing at life

http://community.webshots.com/album/195251866zzlMAh

homecoming was so much fun!

after falling asleep at 2:30, mom flipped because i was up at 11:15 and my hair appt. was for 12 who foes that?. so i got up and showered, but didnt wash my hair cuz ur not supposto. so anyways, after 10 minutes at the hurr place, i picked one i wanted and she did it. it looked sweet. kelly obviously didnt like hers and cried.yelled.and bitched about it the whole way home. it was annoing but whateve.so we got home and dad liked mine and kelly cried. then she came downstairs and was like "i changed my hair a little bit, do you like it?" me n mom were like "yea it looks a lot better" and she then said "actually i didnt even touch it, i justr wanted to see i youd lie to me" haha i hate her. so dad thought that was funny. i was gona order a hoagie or somethin, but instead, dad took me n kelly to mcdonalds where i ate cheeseburger, fries, n half of an apple pie. it was delish. went home and got ready for some pictures with kelly n joe. then the rents n kel left for her pictures at someones hosue. and i was so tired, so i had to sleep on my face on the couch which only lasted for about 10 minutes until i had to get ready againfor my pics. mom had to run out and get a last minute camera, but all was well, and i went to emmas and got some pics with brent and emma. we left for michelles. and got pictures there. our group was, -brent emma, cody casey, ryan me, vince julie, pat jenn, nick michelle. ryan looked hella tight. and all the guys and girls were beautiful.ryan complains that he has no manners. it was freezing outside, but it was ok. we split up in cars and went to fox and hound. played pool, ate, and got grease on my dress. hehe typical. so after messing around we got to the dance and danced baby! it was so much fun. i loved it. i would do it again deffinitly. everyone looked so good! met up with han and danced with her a lot. the night just kicked ass.  after that we all crammed in emmas car, 10 of us. and went to michelles where i did a pull up on the bar and as soon as i came down the bar same crasing down inches away from me. hahaha omg it was liek a heart attack! everyone was in shock. hehehe my lard ass weight. so we got changed and went to lizz's after party. there was so much food it was crazy, and the party was pretty fun. we left around 1"30 and droppped some kids off, then (i lost my voice) and my mom picked me up at 2. went home and went to bed.

homecoming was awesome.

Today was cool. cheerleaded at the football game which SUCKED ASS. it was like 87 degrese out, it was LONG and basically sucked. so anyway after that i went home n showered because i was so sweaty. rents left for the upper st. clair game and i chilled here in the lone for a lil. then ryan called to go bowling. me n han didnt have a ride. i called beth and told her id pay her to drive us. so she came and got me n han and we went to the alley only to find, that they were closed. so brents mom drove us to eat-n-park. that was okayy. up the cranny fights hurted, and whoever goes first at tic tac toe, always wins. um yaaa. so we ate and chilled outside then left. i got home and set back up my drums since the carpet came in today. it looks nice. talked with erika for a while then i was gona watch nightmare before christmas, but i was too tired. so here i am now sore throat and sad. but NOT EMO. tehehe.

when you realize sight isnt that great.

ther are points in time you wish you didnt have it.

because sight rips at your heart slashing in every quick beat.